My friends should be enjoying themselves and preparing to countdown for Christmas. I preferred to stay at home although I could have join my ex-colleague or friends. Don't feel like going out... Because everywhere seem to have alot of memories of him... N if i really go out, seriously, I won't feel very happy in the heart although i may look happy.
I thought that I am only the worse to have such a Christmas Eve. But when I watched the evening news, they were many sad things happened around the world today... And what's more my aunt n uncle had a quarrel. My cousin who is supposed to go with my sis to her best friend's birthday chalet, decided not to go. She needs to accompany my aunt as my uncle did not go home. I could feel that their house atmosphere now, should be quite tense. I am wondering how are my cousins feeling right now. Haiz... Hope it will be over soon.
When i was sad, different pple will try to console me in a different ways. They are
Mummy=> Hug me when i was crying, and she secretly cried too...
Heng=> Pat my shoulder with great impact and said:" Be strong man!"
Fang=> Analyse the other party and seen angry.
I knew that they don't really know how to console me. But they were there to listen. If I were in their situation, I also don't know what to do.
Lastly, things may not be easy as u think what it would be. It may take a painful process to have no pain...
王羚柔
当我们同在一起
如果云是天空的呼吸 风是我慌张的叹息回忆是爱的延续 只因为你和我已经不再一起
当我们同在一起 在一起 在一起 空气里有午后的暖意 我听着沙沙收音机突然间下起了雨
雨让我好想好想你 想抱着你 当我们同在一起 在一起 在一起在一起 在一起 齐快乐无比
你是我曾经的甜蜜 我是你爱情的过去 那一段美好的记忆 我们都不能够忘记因为我很爱很爱你 所以能微笑着离去虽然我不会再见你 幸福是我们曾经在一起 空气里有午后的暖意 我听着沙沙收音机唱什么听不清晰 因为我傻傻的笑着 想起了你当我们同在一起 在一起 在一起 在一起 在一起
I just ended my relationship with him... Ended with alot of qns marks... I was waiting for a msg which may never never return... Am I someone who is unreasonable or too fierce to face?
Sad? Definitely! Although i can act as though i am alright infront of my friends n family.
Now, I just hope that he will be fine. A lot of my feelings i want to tell him but i don't tink have the chance now. I will miss him, his story, his smile n everythg...
Guo, sorry! I know I was at fault too... I didn't take the initiative to msg u when we were together. Cos I was always waiting for u to msg me. My feeling for u keep increasing everyday... Now hope it will subside day by day. Sometimes, u might think tt i don care, in fact I really care... But now everything is too late now... U always asked me to understand u, but i really don't understand u... Sorry...
Athough it takes a life time to forget one person... I will try...
Guo, be well, be safe, be happy!!! Jia You wor!!!
Why am I here? My tutor *Faizah* for Management of Information System want us to have a blog. This is the main reason why I am here.
My hobbies? Actually, i don't have things i really really like. Maybe if i got free time, i will go swimming with my friend, go shopping etc. I like to sun tan( absorbing uv rays and maybe in the end getting skin cancer). And one thing very important, No music No Life... Therefore i must have music to entertain me when i'm travelling alone.
After completing my diploma, i hope to go for a holiday at Rendang or Tioman Island or whatso ever Island that have a beautiful beach. After that hope to find a job and save money for further higher studies.
I would like to learn how to use IT in business contexts for MIS and hope Faizah can make it interesting and more easy to learn...
What I Adore________
Food:fRenCh fRies
Drinks:pEppErmiNt gReen tEa
Pastimes:listen to musiC, SleepzZz
People:kEEp in mY hEart ba
What I Hate_________
People:hmm... PPle who is nt filial
Things:...
Food:paArslEy, celErY
I'm jus a normal gal... I need attention too...
My Past Thoughts___