~aKu riNdu diA~
Xiang, Shan, my sis and her bf( Wei Sheng) and me went to KBox... Luckily, Wei Sheng left early or else... Haha... Because I cried when I sang 'Xiang Du Wu Yan' by Elva Xiao. Really Really very embarrassing!!! I don't expect it to happen! I think the others will quite shock to see me cry... I think that they had not see me cry since my mum's funeral. After that song was another song 'Dang Wo Men Tong Zai Yi Qi'... Oh gosh!!! This song made me want to cry more. I don't normally cry infront of people but don't know why this would happen! If I want to cry, I will control but don't know why not this time... Haha... But they were quite good! After that they tried to choose songs which were more happy and lively. At the end, my sis went home too and left only 3 of us... Athough, we were tired, we sang until 3am... haha... ~I must control myself next time!!!~
Haiz... The just yesterday had past... An unusual one... Not a good day! I had nobody to talk to and therefore, is a way to 'whisper out' in the blog... haha...
First of all was in the afternoon, when i on my way to Compass Point, taking the bus 156... An old Malay alighted at the bus stop opposite of Guo's house and she fell down. The bus driver went down the bus and helped her up. Poor lady, the things she bought was all on the floor. I regretted that i didn't get down the bus and help her to carry her things to her house.
After the bus continue, I think I saw Guo at his house bus stop. Normally, first reaction is SMS the person and asked. That was my first thought, but i did not take any action. I was in a dilemma whether to or not to. But in the end I told myself not to or maybe I didn't have the courage to.
In the evening, my grandma's want to retrieve her valuables she kept in a box at my storeroom But she can't find. She put in the box where all our old newsapaers were. Haiz haiz... The box my sis had move out from the storeroom and I had gave to my uncle to sell to the Garung Guni on Sunday!!! We don't know she left her valuables with us. Oh my God!!! She got no mood to eat and I think can't sleep too! I was sad to see her in this state... How can I turn back the time??? I should had tell her to take out her valuables out from the storeroom on Sunday when she asked me whether the cleaners did touch the things in the storeroom. I was wondering how will the reunion dinner be like later in the evening...
At night, when I reached home my sis told me that Guo's friend went to her shop to buy clothes and requested my sis to sew some part which was torn. She told me that she found the person familiar... Later, she recalled that she is Guo's friend which my sis saw in the friendster. The way she described, I think is SiTing but I don't know her. But the thing is... Hey!!! why my sis told me these... Why make me think of him? I was already trying my best not to think of him le.
What I Adore________
Food:fRenCh fRies
Drinks:pEppErmiNt gReen tEa
Pastimes:listen to musiC, SleepzZz
People:kEEp in mY hEart ba
What I Hate_________
People:hmm... PPle who is nt filial
Things:...
Food:paArslEy, celErY
I'm jus a normal gal... I need attention too...
My Past Thoughts___