Haiz... Nana broke up with his bf. He was someone who she knew would give her a stable life. But she had chosen to give up this relationship. The reason was she still can't forget Alan, who had stay in her heart for 6 years. This 6 years, Nana had changed 3 bf. I thought that the previous one will be the man of her life. But life is always so unpredictable.
Finally, Nana knows what she wants. All these years, she was escaping from reality. She liked the 3 of them but this is not love. None of them could really touch her heart. Because, in her heart, there is the one and only one she love -Alan. Alan had touched her heart deeply.
When she talked about her past with Alan, she was smiling so happily. None of the 3 ex-bf could succeed in asking her to quit smoking. But for the sake of Alan, she will quit. Now, she told me that if it is not Alan then she will rather stay single throughout her life.
I'm glad that she finally realised who she really loves. It is still not too late... If she continues with the previous one, she may be cheating his feelings. Can you image that in the heart of your husband or wife (the one closest to u), there is someone else other than u? It is so scary. Some people may marry the other person maybe because they can give them a stable and secure life or other reasons other than love. For these, I really don't understand. I only hope someone won't do this to me. Leave me alone if ur heart is not with me! Haha~~~
Haha~~~ I may not be able to understand the feeling of Nana now. I think maybe that someone who will really touch my heart hasn’t appeared yet.
I told her that in order to forget someone, I will think of ways to hate him. But what she told me was hate means that you love him. Haha~~~ Hey! Don't like that lehz... But I really found out something and realised something and it's time for me to let go le... May God Bless Me!!!
Nana, jia you... Although I was busy at times, I will try to be there for you when u need me. Hope to go swimming with you soon... This Fri to Sun, I may be off... haha...I'm hoping this Sat that my boss really can find someone to take over me then I can go swimming with you liaoz...
After my previous posting, my boss sms me and asked me to work at Suntec. It is a pushcart at one of the exit of the foodcourt at B1. We are at one alley between Olio Cafe and RENNthai. Haha~~~ Everyday, if there are no customers, I will sit in front Olio watching people walking pass. Behind of where I am sitting is the fountain of wealth. Sometimes, I will turn behind to see tourists walking rounds the fountain and touch the water. Haha... I think i am like one of the ah peh, nothing to do, so sit down drink coffee and watch people.
At there, it is not so boring. I can talk to Sue, my neighbour who is the boss. She is selling essential oil. So everyday, we will be sitting in front of Olio to chat, watch people... Chat with the cleaner... Help each other to look after the goods when one of them goes to the toilet, shopping, buy foods etc. But I think a few more days, she will not be there as she is now training girl to take over her. She will be setting up other pushcarts elsewhere, so she has to go there to monitor the crowd and other things. I will miss her... Haha~~~ I met her new girl today. A pleasant girl. Someone who gives tuition, attend bible class and piano lessons. Haha... So hardworking. I think she won't be like us sitting down watching people. Instead, I think she will station at the pushcart and read books. Haha~~~ Then I will be sitting down alone watching people when Sue leave.
Anyway, hope it will be a good encounter with the new girl!!!
After exam ended at 31 Mar, I started work on the following day... The pay is low but I thought it is better to have something to do than to stay at home and bored to death... haha... What I like is I only work from 10am-6pm. BUT it is much more boring working!!! I am working at a shopping centre at Orchard... But seldom young people will go to that shopping centre. People will only go there for golf equipment and clothes, to tailor make suit or maid agency.
My shop sells ladies' stuffs. There are not many customers. So boring... I was the only one working there. Nothing much to do. I just do some cleaning. Worked for 3 days already... Today, i didn't make any sales. The most sales I made was 2 customers on the first day. Most of my neighbours did not operate today... Image, it was so quiet. Not more than 5 customers came into the shop. Luckily, there was radio and CDs to accompany me. But still very boring!!! Will think of sad things... HaizZz...
Hope tomorrow will have more customers as my neighbours will open their shop... Orlese, it will be v sianz...
What I Adore________
Food:fRenCh fRies
Drinks:pEppErmiNt gReen tEa
Pastimes:listen to musiC, SleepzZz
People:kEEp in mY hEart ba
What I Hate_________
People:hmm... PPle who is nt filial
Things:...
Food:paArslEy, celErY
I'm jus a normal gal... I need attention too...
My Past Thoughts___
