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Tuesday, April 19, 2005

\\*Nana, nOw tHen I rEalised*//

Haiz... Nana broke up with his bf. He was someone who she knew would give her a stable life. But she had chosen to give up this relationship. The reason was she still can't forget Alan, who had stay in her heart for 6 years. This 6 years, Nana had changed 3 bf. I thought that the previous one will be the man of her life. But life is always so unpredictable.

Finally, Nana knows what she wants. All these years, she was escaping from reality. She liked the 3 of them but this is not love. None of them could really touch her heart. Because, in her heart, there is the one and only one she love -Alan. Alan had touched her heart deeply.

When she talked about her past with Alan, she was smiling so happily. None of the 3 ex-bf could succeed in asking her to quit smoking. But for the sake of Alan, she will quit. Now, she told me that if it is not Alan then she will rather stay single throughout her life.

I'm glad that she finally realised who she really loves. It is still not too late... If she continues with the previous one, she may be cheating his feelings. Can you image that in the heart of your husband or wife (the one closest to u), there is someone else other than u? It is so scary. Some people may marry the other person maybe because they can give them a stable and secure life or other reasons other than love. For these, I really don't understand. I only hope someone won't do this to me. Leave me alone if ur heart is not with me! Haha~~~

Haha~~~ I may not be able to understand the feeling of Nana now. I think maybe that someone who will really touch my heart hasn’t appeared yet.

I told her that in order to forget someone, I will think of ways to hate him. But what she told me was hate means that you love him. Haha~~~ Hey! Don't like that lehz... But I really found out something and realised something and it's time for me to let go le... May God Bless Me!!!

Nana, jia you... Although I was busy at times, I will try to be there for you when u need me. Hope to go swimming with you soon... This Fri to Sun, I may be off... haha...I'm hoping this Sat that my boss really can find someone to take over me then I can go swimming with you liaoz...

Happy Ending|1:39 AM|

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